Brittney Griner reveals she 'wanted to take her life more than once' while detained in Russian prison

Brittney Griner has revealed she considered taking her own life multiple times when detained in a Russian prison following her 2022 arrest.

The WNBA superstar had been sentenced to nine years in a Russian prison after being caught with a cannabis oil cartridge while returning to Russia to resume playing for her European team, UMMC Ekaterinburg, in February 2022. 

She was freed in a 1-for-1 swap with Russian arms dealer Viktor Bout in December 2022 that has since been criticized for its failure to return Paul Whelan, a US Marine imprisoned on espionage charges in 2018.

However, before she could be released, Griner considered taking her own life with the conditions in the Russian detention center leaving her feeling 'less than human', she revealed to ABC's to Robin Roberts. 

'I wanted to take my life more than once in those first weeks,' she said in the sit-down interview on 20/20: Prisoner of Russia. 'I felt like leaving here so badly.'

 'I didn't think I could get through what I needed to get through. I definitely thought about it,' she added about considering suicide.

'But then, I was just like, what if they didn't release my body to my family? And I was like, I can't put them through that. I have to endure this.'

Griner's thoughts of suicide came as she had to endure the 'dirtiest' conditions in her cell. 

The basketball superstar detailed the shocking conditions, including finding a 'big-a** knife' left lying in her cell when she first entered. 

'When we walk into the cell, there's a bathroom. There's a little rinkity sink that leaks and then just add a layer of dust, dirt, grime, blood stains. Just filth,' she said. 

'I had a couple of shirts, a couple of pairs of sweats, the shoes on my feet. One of my shirts, I ripped it up and I used one to clean myself. I used one as my toilet paper. With my dirty, dirty hole in the ground with feces all over it. 

'That was the moment where I just felt the dirtiest and, like, less than a human.' 

Griner also revealed that the food the prisoners were given to eat included cement-like porridge and little pieces of fish 'with nothing but bones in it'. 

However, the worst experiences came when the prisoners were allowed time outside she explained. 

'You're supposed to have 15 minutes outside,' she said.' 15 minutes sometimes is two hours. It's a blizzard. It's cold. It's winter. You're getting snowed on. 

'And those days were the toughest because it's like, "Yo, come get us." Like, we're yelling. We're screaming. You know, we're rattling the bars like, get us in the house get us in.' 

More to follow. 

For support call Samaritans on 116123 in the UK or visit www.samaritans.org, or the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline on 988 in the US.